Tonight, I lay hear next to you and can’t believe you are mine. How could I have produced such an amazing child?
Before you were born, I worried how hard being a mom would be. Babies require so much from their mother’s. I wondered if I would ever sleep again or get to do anything that I loved. I knew that I would love you, but I thought it would be a struggle to maintain who I was.
I was WRONG! From the moment that I saw you laying in that bed in the hospital, everything in my mind changed. You were all I wanted and it didn’t matter how hard it became. As the weeks have gone on, this motherhood thing has been so much easier then I ever thought it would be. It doesn’t hurt that you rarely cry, and give me the biggest smiles that make me tear up with happiness or even that you starting sleeping 7 hours a night starting at 4 weeks.
The biggest change has been the way my mind sees motherhood. What I want more then anything is to snuggle you and watch you discover new things, like your own hands. I never knew I could love something so small this much.
So, sweet Belle, I thank the Lord every day for sending you to me. I love you more then a million sparkling stars!
Good Night little love!
Mama
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